Since many crossdressers are in the closet, have limited time out in public or in DADT relationships with family or an S.O., I wonder if you feel they are alone more than the average person? If so, what are you giving up, if anything? What is the impact on your life? Is that time spent by yourself an overall positive because you get the time en femme you want/need and think about your life? Or is it a sinkhole where you lose yourself and forego other obligations and feel sorry for your plight?
Me?
I miss having someone around, social interaction is limited to occasionally outings with Tri-Ess sisters, an annual vacation or two and on-line activity, like this. I tend at times to overthink my situation and there are times I avoid doing things that I can't do en femme. On the other hand I have become comfortable with my own company and have found ways to be productive regardless of what my gender expression is at the time. It's almost a meditation sometimes and other times it drives me nuts. Things will change eventually, so I'm okay with the balance for now.
What about you? Are you alone, lonely, isolated or happy in the company of one?