For me, dressing has always had a sexual component to it. When I started, years ago coming into puberty "borrowing" my sister and mother's panties for a few minutes, it was obviously very immediate and intense. As I got older and started to acquire my own things, the excitement of wearing feminine things was still there but along with it came a feeling of just plain enjoyment. So there became more balance. I do not get to dress that often though so, even now, the sexual piece is still there.
