Well born a male, under duress of synthetic estrogen with a female and male brain. Must say that I have felt female many times and also male many times. Get along better with women. Like the company of men. Body much like a female and it was hard to be comfortable as a male. Yet I think it is better to be male than female. It is easier for a male to get things done. Yet many times when I was most male, the girly part would kick in. Thinking both male and female gives one some strange thoughts and had to really focus to accomplish things. For the strangeness in me, I considered it a gift early on and used my creation and art ability to create. I must say that letting my female side of my brain take over, it is harder for my male side. But some mantras and focus helps me get back to male. I could say that I have never been totally comfortable in my skin. I have always thought that as a female I would have accomplished many things also.
I could exist in any of the two modes. For now it is male part time. My hair is long and when I look in the mirror, I think I look prettier as a girl than a handsome man.
