Hello, I need some help ...
I have crossdressing with my sister's panties since i had 15 years old, now I'm married and I realize that the will of dress up comes in waves, sometimes with more intensity... other less ...
from time to time buying some clothes and then throw it out...
the fact is that always tried to deny these desires, and I always felt bad after masturbating with panties etc ..
I never talk about this for anyone and I never got caught... keeping this feelings always very deeply and safe ...
but... today I am having so many problems that doctors say are psychosomatic.. plus depression ...
I'm looking for a link between this kind of repression and the triggers of these disorders..
Have someone felt something close?