I just spent almost 2 months in a hospital being treated for Leukemia. This involved intense chemotherapy with a bone marrow transplant. I am in the recovery period. However, my immune system will not be completely working for a month or so. I'm kinda stuck in my house alone. I was divorced in 2005 and have not developed any real relationships. Lately, the desire to dress in women's clothing has become borderline obsessive/compulsive - sorta like when I was in high school.
Now that I am unable to father children, it seems that any traditional "marriage" is not an option. A though/feeling from my teenage years has returned. Namely the desire to live as a woman. With the discovery of my attraction towards men, it seems that what I want to do now is to start HRT therapy so I can develop some female secondary sexual characteristics.
I'm going to see a therapist and if I do this I am going to involve my family doctor. I want this to be legit.
Any response from someone with a similar situation would be appreciated.
Kristine120