Danielle,
I have a feeling that many CDers have good long term memories, I can never forget my CDing history and how I've tried to live with it.
I'm glad you're talking about a partner and children, despite our CDing we do make good husbands and fathers. I just hope you find the right person to share those joys with, and please don't discount it I had two GFs that accepted my CDing so it can happen .