Hi everyone, just want to start by saying HAPPY NEW YEAR to you all.
It's times like these I love having this forum the perfect place to get something off my boobless chest.
I went out last night for New Years to meet some friends and co-workers for New Years party in central London. Nothing wrong with that I had a real hoot! buuuuuut oh my God never in my life have I wanted to be dressed emfemme more than last night. I have had times like that before Prom Night comes to mind but never has the old Pink Fog clouded my mind so much.
If anyone is a Simpsons fan they may recall the episode where one of Ned Flanders sons says "I'm jealous of girls cause they get to wear dresses" oh how I can relate.
It started on the tube ride in. Two beautiful young ladies got on and sat opposite me. They had lovely winter coats on over short satin dresses with beautiful heels and smooth gorgeous legs. All I could do was admire them and then I started to picture myself wearing the same outfit. On the walk to the pub where I was to meet my friends the streets were packed with so many beautiful ladies with their hair and make up perfect for New Years. So many beautiful sexy long legs and heels clipping against the London pavements. There were also some ladies in more formal dresses them holding up as they walked so they would not trip over their long hemlines.
By the time I got to the pub my brain was already fuzzled. All the girls from work looked so pretty and girly. One of them was wearing a floor length red sequin dress with a side slit. I did my best all night to act normal had some drinks and chatted to everyone. I looked pretty decent myself in slacks and a nice shirt but I just felt really unsexy, boring and ugh.... I couldn't keep my mind off my dresses at home and how I would have loved to have been one of the girls.
I'm sure many of you can relate and I'm sure many of you have similar stories. The really positive thing that came out of it was that it has really given me a kick up the bum to find my own place to live in 2016 where I can dress way more frequently and invite people over for drinks and out way more. I also feel the need to come out to some close friends too, it just isn't good to keep it all bottled up inside.
So here is to a femme-tastic 2016 xx