I think it's just in you. What triggers the expression of crossdressing in a person and when is different and the same for us CD'ers. I think mine was feeling a see through bra of my moms and some of her pantyhose. The feeling was a bit euphoric. That was probably when I was sixteen years old , but didn't have the opportunity to CD till my mid to late twentys. What I do know for sure is, I am glad I took the step to explore my feminine side years ago.
Lady Pleasure
