How many Stealth Transsexuals, CD's & Transgender MTF do you know?

[MissDanielle]

No one here wants you to be dead. Who nearly killed you last month? We want everyone to be happy and alive.

Things reached the point in which it was transition or die. I tried pushing things off in order to freeze sperm but living part time in my apartment while presenting as male in public just got to be too much of a mental toll on my health to where I just wanted to end it if it meant not having to be trans. I started HRT last Sunday. 4th session of laser on Weds.

Facially, as the fat shifts around, I should have no problem as long as laser does a lot of magic before I start on electro, if I can even afford that and right now, it doesn't look all that great financially speaking.

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Danielle,One of the problems with forums like this is that it can " ramp things up" so that people don't see the individuality of their own situation...they just get caught up in the discussion. They become crazy to charge ahead without the thought of how to do it in the best way for themselves. Make the effort to stay under control without the drama and seek the professional guidance that is available to you at HB.

i am seeing a therapist and have been since November.

Strong religious upbringing makes being trans not so easy. thankfully being on HRT has ended the depression. Still, new wardrobe won't be cheap.

[Krisi]

Things reached the point in which it was transition or die. I tried pushing things off in order to freeze sperm but living part time in my apartment while presenting as male in public just got to be too much of a mental toll on my health to where I just wanted to end it if it meant not having to be trans. I started HRT last Sunday. 4th session of laser on Weds.

Facially, as the fat shifts around, I should have no problem as long as laser does a lot of magic before I start on electro, if I can even afford that and right now, it doesn't look all that great financially speaking.

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i am seeing a therapist and have been since November.

Strong religious upbringing makes being trans not so easy. thankfully being on HRT has ended the depression. Still, new wardrobe won't be cheap.

MissDanielle, If you've reached the point where you think killing yourself is better than living as a male, you need to stop worrying about your wardrobe and get some serious mental health help. Not a therapist, a psychologist. Perhaps even check yourself into a mental hospital. Asking for advice from strangers on the Internet is not going to help your situation.

As for your religion, if it is telling you that you cannot be a transsexual but you believe you are, you need to make a choice between the two. You don't need that extra confusion and pressure in your life.

Best wishes, please get help.