Quote Originally Posted by MissDanielle View Post
Things reached the point in which it was transition or die. I tried pushing things off in order to freeze sperm but living part time in my apartment while presenting as male in public just got to be too much of a mental toll on my health to where I just wanted to end it if it meant not having to be trans. I started HRT last Sunday. 4th session of laser on Weds.

Facially, as the fat shifts around, I should have no problem as long as laser does a lot of magic before I start on electro, if I can even afford that and right now, it doesn't look all that great financially speaking.

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i am seeing a therapist and have been since November.

Strong religious upbringing makes being trans not so easy. thankfully being on HRT has ended the depression. Still, new wardrobe won't be cheap.
MissDanielle, If you've reached the point where you think killing yourself is better than living as a male, you need to stop worrying about your wardrobe and get some serious mental health help. Not a therapist, a psychologist. Perhaps even check yourself into a mental hospital. Asking for advice from strangers on the Internet is not going to help your situation.

As for your religion, if it is telling you that you cannot be a transsexual but you believe you are, you need to make a choice between the two. You don't need that extra confusion and pressure in your life.

Best wishes, please get help.