I am a male with a strong "feminine" side and I am just fine with that. The cd'ing helps to satisfy that side and make me feel complete. I can't say that I never wished to be a girl for a while or thought that things might have been better had I been born a girl but such is the stuff of fantasies and dreams! However, the question was, "How does it feel to be male?" The answer is, at least for right now, I feel like hell!!! I have very low T (total T of just 33) and I feel like the crabby, cranky, pissy and achy old man named Crankshaft from the cartoon strip. I've been fighting with the insurance company for almost a month and a half to get the cost of a bottle of testosterone covered by them so I can re-start my injections. They've been denying me because, as I recently found out, I didn't have a recent enough testosterone reading that they could go by. So, I had blood taken last week and it came back at a level of 33 (which is almost nothing). It has even destroyed my desire to cd as I find I just don't give a damn about anything right now. (A better description of how I feel would be "Hammered Donkey S*@T!!!)
