Well like you or stories pretty much are mirrors of one another. From starting with my mother's clothes then my sisters. In my 20s it was only occasional. My 30s it was mostly under wear but pegged a few times from guilt. In my 40s it got more intense. By late 40s i unaddressed most of the time. By late 40s it was 24/7 undressed i just didn't feel right with out a bra and panties on. No when i turned 50 it grew intense i bought a wig and make up and like many others i think i have more female clothes than men's. I just bought breasts form recently. It seems the desire to look and dress feminine gets stronger for me as i get older. I take to a psychologist once she said. Does it hurt anyone? Do you feel happy when dressed? Are you more relaxed? After answering i decide it was good for me. I want carrying stress with me all day. So that's a few questions you have to answer for your self. Jmo