For right now, I am not there but I think I understand! ( Alice Torn moved away from her family but moved in with roommates who were questionable. I have not heard from her for quite a while. ) Teresa, I have felt that with certain women I have run across! I have had that feeling despite no desire to transition. It can be a mess with having to be male for certain things and the desire to do things dressed. Feeling oneness with another even though she is female! At times, it can be unnerving! Hugs Lana Mae