Back a little while, I reacted to a middle age female singer. My reaction initially struck me as sexual and I had to leave the house concert I was attending! Upon reflection, it was not sexual at all! It was pure jealousy! She was dressed nice but not sexy! Red dress with black tights and booties. I wanted to be her not just the clothes but actually wanted to be her! This is the only time it has been that strong. Very strange to me! Hugs Lana Mae




