I had one of those "This isn't me, I'm not a sissy, I need to be a man, Ok from this day forth I won't CD anymore" moments in 2012 that lasted 63 days. I never purged so i guess deep down I knew I wasn't gonna be free. From that point on I just accepted that there are things that are too enjoyable to pass up and vowed to myself not to try and suppress the urges.
