Quote Originally Posted by Stephanie Julianna View Post
My greatest fear is that at some point I give in totally to Stephanie and loose my life to transitioning. I JUST COULD NEVER LIVE LONG WITHOUT MY FAMILY. That's what keeps me on track.
This is the big one for me. Most of the time I am holding on to my life with white knuckles, arms aching *and grip slipping. Then, I get a better grip and hang on just a little longer.

I have a great life, envied by many, that I would give up in an instant, if it were not for my family.

It hurts so badly. Sigh