This is why therapy is a must. I had six intake sessions, where the possibility of being full-on transsexual came up, and have been referred to a gender therapist. The first therapist encouraged me to incorporate more fem things into my life slowly, take stock of how I feel, and then add more as I go. She said you have to go down the road to see where you end up. I may stop before SRS, no way to know. It's better than having a therapist be a cheerleader egging you on.