I started raiding my Mother's panty drawer right after puberty. I loved how it felt with pantyhose and a nylon slip on. It was also exciting sexually. This went on for a year then I felt like a needed more. I'd stay home sick from school every now and then and fully dress as a woman. This just felt right. Now as a adult I'm a very non-passable CD, but I fully dress at home. Lingerie still is a huge turn on for me hands down. I think of myself as a straight male. I have always dated women, but I have a secret. I really want to spend the night with another like minded CD playing dress up in lingerie and have a sexual encounter.