Ladies, I have dressed all my life in secret. I have underdressed constantly for the last 4 years. But, until last weekend had never gone out outwardly dressed. This past weekend, I went shopping dressed in women's khakis, top, bra, camisole and panties (as usual). I was wearing a coat. No one at all noticed that I was wearing women's pants. Now, I know that this is no big deal to most, but it was to me. I am incredibly shy and to go out was a big step. I'm glad that for a brief period I was out of the house and, what I consider, myself. I admire all of you who are able to completely be yourself outside of your homes. I'm not there yet, but I hope to be someday.