Quote Originally Posted by njcddresser View Post
A fascinating read. Like many of you, "Why?" is the $64,000 question and one that I have spent a great deal of time thinking about. I still don't know the answer to the question as it pertains to me.

What I have accepted in respect to my CD, TG or whatever initials you want to apply to me....

It's something that has been inside me from a very early age
For the most part, I suppressed it from an early age well into my 40's
5 years ago, for the first time, I accepted that this was who I was and began to explore what this meant to me. At the time, I thought I was just a guy who liked wearing women's clothes.

I've come to learn that it is much more than that. I feel a big part of who I am is very feminine and I've come to accept it. I now describe myself as much more than a crossdresser but not quite a transgender.
I don't think I'll ever fully transition as there are to many personal factors at play. I've fully accepted that this is who I am and have never been happier. I feel no guilt whatsoever and continue on this amazing journey.

I have many of you to thank for all the support that you've provided for me. I couldn't have done it without you!!
wow NJC, your feelings and your timeline are so very similar to my own. As have you, I have come to realize its not the cloths but the reason why I put them on in the 1st place. A real internal femininity that is not created by clothing, but that the clothing and any other feminine expression is not an effect but a reflection of the person I am inside.