Very similar to for me. I was always drawn to the clothes but in younger years it was accompanied by sexual fantasies. Those ebbed over the years until, as I grew older, I to grew to know that sense of calmness enjoyed while dressed.
I will add that it's a lovely place to be in. If you're a young CDer and you are in that stage of having a sexual element to your dressing then you have much to look forward to. It just gets better and better.
