Until recently I've been very self-assured about my sexuality: I am a devout heterosexual. Even at my advanced age (70+), the sight of an attractive GG in an alluring outfit lights my fire. And the thought of a relationship with another man has never even crossed my mind.
I find going en femme highly erotic. My peak pleasure comes when my wife and I make love with each of us wearing a silky nightgown and thigh-high stockings. When we do so, we are a man in a nightgown and a woman in a nightgown. My nightgown is simply a means of enhancing my male pleasure, not of changing my gender identity. I believe this mindset is consistent with my heterosexuality.
The Internet has made it possible to view thousands of photos and videos of crossdressers, many of whom are gorgeous. I find that I am more aroused by an attractive crossdresser than I would be by a similarly attired GG. I attribute this to the eroticism I feel when I myself am dressed---it excites me that someone of my gender can look so appealing. So I think this is still consistent with heterosexuality.
Where I've recently had doubts is that I've become curious about what it might be like to have some form of relationship with another crossdresser. I have no idea what form this relationship might take, and more specifically, whether it would include any level of physical intimacy. If it did, it seems to me that would clearly(?) move me into more of a bi-sexual orientation.
I don't expect that this newfound curiosity will eat at me, because at this point it's purely academic. I have neither the means nor courage to progress from curiosity to experimentation. But I'm interested in any and all comments or insights about my feelings.
Thank you.