OK two years ago,
I found this site which made me feel good about who I am.
Ended up telling my wife about my secret life as a CDer.
Didn't go well at all, so haven't dressed in two years!
I have a basement in a building that no one has gone in in years so I cleaned it up and made a so/called CD-Cave!
Well now after two years I got a chance to dress, I had three hours but I was afraid if my wife noticed any makeup on me things would get very bad again so I got dressed with no makeup.
So I put on a new gown I bought with hip pads and forms and it looked pretty good until I looked in the mirror and saw an old man in a sexy gown and it was not a pretty site!
The question is "do you need the makeup as part of your dressing?" I do!