1/ What are your inner feelings when the pink fog starts you to thinking about wanting to cross dress (take off your male clothes and dress in girl clothes) ?
I get a bit sexually aroused with some anxiety.
2/ How do you feel when/while getting dressed in girl clothes (shaving legs, pubic area/ picking out panties and slipping them on, same with a bra and breast forms, hose, tight jeans or skirt, and the rest.
I get a bit sexually aroused with some anxiety.
3/ What does the full length mirror do for you ?
I get more sexually aroused, anxiety begins to dissipate.
4/ How does it feel to walk out the front door, drive and walk through the mall and girl shop ?
I shop in DRAB and I've pretty much become used to it.
5/ To come home, undress and evaluate the last four or five hours ?
Nothing to evaluate. I open bags and see what I got!
6/ Have you accepted, are you at peace being a crossdresser or ashamed and want to quit but can't?
Somewhere in between. The former sometimes, the latter at other times.
