Life on the transgender spectrum just keeps getting better and better.
I finally started seeing a therapist about a month ago, to help me sort out my gender, trust, and social anxiety issues. I can see some improvements in my confidence already. She (therapist) has encouraged me to come to our sessions dressed however I want. This week I did go dressed as Beth, and she said I seem more comfortable and less anxious dressed in women's clothes. I had to agree with her. She is very supportive and affirming of my gender status. I wish I had started seeing her a couple years ago.
I also finally came out to a GG friend of mine this week. I always suspected she would be accepting of me being somewhere on the TG spectrum, but was still terrified to tell her. (Fear of rejection is one of the things my therapist and I will be working on) Tomorrow, my GG friend and I are going to go shopping and out for dinner.
One little thing that I didn't expect, both my therapist and my friend said they felt honored that I am sharing this part of me with them. After keeping it a secret from so many and keeping it compartmentalized and suppressed for most of my 62 years of life, I was moved to tears by their support. I already feel less alone, knowing that at least one of my friends knows, accepts, and supports me as Elizabeth as I continue to move forward exploring my gender.