seems extra hard for some people including myself to let go and fully embrace femme self. moving to the next level of just dressing at home by myself to going out in public especially with my social anxiety but I want to. not sure if some people had a moment where they were just like "that's it, I'm doing this" and never looked back. just like an emotional barrier I need to break down to just feel free and express the other side fully. I also know not everyone wants to or needs to take it that far but it just seems like a dream. it just feels like it was nothing for some dressers to express themselves in public even from the start.