The floodgates really are open now for me, so a bit more Jemma background here for anyone that wants boring! !
At the very start, as i said in my introduction, curiosity lead me to my mothers underwear draw to look at the pretty lace & satin, being able to try them on when left home alone just at a critical age & up to my first serious girlfriend. Then a period of abstinence, by which time I had got into heavy metal, & my second girl friend, & had a chance to grow really long, thick wavy hair, which i put to good use at a fancy dress party where the girls dressed as boys & vice versa. Here was my chance to impress, much too much though. My girlfriend was shocked at how quickly & efficiently I got tights & a bra on, & by the time she had made me up & I had my hair in a very trampy ponytail, I looked the BIZZ!!..but we left early as I was getting far too much attention from other girls....go figure. ?!....but to quote Eddie Izzard , I was so enjoying being a "lesbian in a man's body" which about sums me up by the way.
So the years passed by & so did that girl. I had my hair cut, left "metal" behind & tried to be normal (Yawn,yawn).
Enter wife number one...on the rebound I clung to her, she was harsh, insecure, unconfident, paranoid & shy, but I was convinced I could change her with my love, tenderness & generosity of spirit & pocket.
She took it all & just spat it back in my face, using & mentally abusing me for 8 years, & torturing a hopelessly passionate guy with a chronic lack of any sexual love meant Jemma crept back in to help me get over my frustration. In the end, the only thing I got from her was a love for Marks & Spencer clothing & underwear.!
Current wife number two then appeared , to rescue me from a very dark difficult time & Jemma packed her bags as 10 years of wonderful sex was on the menu until menopause my darling hard as she's 15 years older than me, & she hardly came near me any more.
I love her so much, but I can't stand the lack of physicality that I have always given & needed not being there, so Jemma returned after a world tour, bringing back Charity shop/thrift stores, the popularity of eBay for my outer garments & Zalando online for larger size boots at a great price at certain sale periods. & as I mentioned in a "boobs" thread earlier, now I am 49, I have lovely little manboobs ( hate that word!) Over decent pectorals from my physical work, that just happen to fit nicely into my wife's 36 to 38b bras, underwired from M&S being my favourite. They do lovely balcony bras in sets with matching knickers in wonderful satin & see thru embroidered lace....I really really love them, they make me feel so very sexy....but that's another story. .!!!