I did at one time. Oddly, I think it was when I operated under the mistaken notion that women were expected to be submissive....had to be coaxed into sex...weaker sex...all that nonsense. Then I saw it as a way to disguise my gender...it's not my gender identity... it's a sexual kink. Again, more self-deception at work. Nowadays, I don't muddle up sexuality and gender identity nearly so much as I did some decades ago.