I would like to thank everyone for their responses! Again I apoligize for my outburst!
There is great wisdom and knowledge here! I just want to hug all of you!
I have decided to cancel my appointment with the attorney! Not giving up just postponing to a better financial time! I have a loan that will be paid off in a few months and I won't renew some insurance that I do not feel I need! That will loosen up some cash and then I can proceed with the name change!
I have gone too far to go back so I will remain Lana Mae! Hugs LM