For the first time in months, I have the house to myself today. I have not dressed in at least six months, there are so many feelings I have missed.
The feeling of anticipation since Monday. The feeling of putting on my underwear- thong, bra and pantyhose. The weight and movement of my forms. I bought a new dress months ago that I only tried on when I got it home but have not worn when completely dressed. It is a Leith mini-dress from Nordstroms. Sliding on high heels are walking around, how my steps change and the motion of my hips. The feel of mascara, foundation, blush and lipstick on my face.
The most important feeling of all is the inner peace I feel as the person, I should be. How I wish I could stay this way.