Thank you for your words of encouragement Devi SM. I am feeling my way one small step at a time. At this point I'm just so unfamiliar these feelings being so strong that I need some help sorting it all out. I'd like to put it aside and walk away from it but I have reached a point where I had to admit to myself that it's part of who I am and try to sort it all out. I am not familiar with all the names on this forum but I believe Lana Mae and I have participated in the same threads. She may have even responded to some of my posts so I need to pay closer attention to everyone's names and try to remember them.
