I hope you get the picture..
Its a practical matter
Don't risk unneccessary disappointment..
Its possible you will get every thing you hope for. it will take time tho..
Enjoy the feelings of HRT
Most importantly, bask in the knowledge that you are doing the right thing for yourself.
If you can just get good with that, and get good with whatever physical and emotional changes you experience no matter how big or small, nobody can ever take that away from you.