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But, what I can do is say, "You go girl! With your wife's help or without it." You can do anything you want.
I'll also give you a pep talk. I had a very good CD friend who told me that when she was 5, she used to go to bed every night and pray that she woke up as a girl.
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Thanks for the pep talk, Steffi. It's nice of you to offer.
But truth be told, I have a pretty good life -outside of my "moderate" dysphoria.
I want more - but I'm too content/afraid/reluctant to push it.
yes, I can do anything I want. At the same time I don't want to hurt the one I love most.
I too went to bed at night praying to wake up as a girl.
I also had a nightly fall-asleep fantasy where my bed turned into a magical elevator that "changed me" as it lowered me to a world where I could be a girl forever.
..First stop. All my boy toys got traded for girl toys.
..Second stop. all my boy clothes got traded for girl's
..Third stop. That "thing" got taken off, my hair grew long, etc. and I became a real girl.
..Last stop. I'd get off the elevator and step through the gates into a new life.
Funny - but I never remembered what was on the other side of the gate. I guess I fell asleep with a smile on my face about then.
