Work on yourself if you feel that way.
Lose weight, watch utube make up videos, buy a decent wig very important , check out a Breast plate that Pumped suggested. You can improve and feel confident
But this bothered me and I want to address it....you said
-tried shaving my buttocks and legs and my ex started asking questions. -
Maybe figure yourself out first who do you want to be in a relationship with?
Not being fair to anyone So be honest with yourself and a partner.
Do not use being a cder as an excuse....it is not.
Playing games can get everyone hurt.
Maybe you do not want a relationship but hook ups with men but please do not go into a relationship with a GG then.......just so NOT COOL.
Guess she is lucky to be an ex till you sort your self out.
