Frankly I do not want dressing to be my normal. I want it to stay special.
When I dress I always go all the way. I do not have daily wear women's clothes, I have really nice dresses and shoes. (My opinion).
I am considering getting some leggings to wear under really short dresses.
My focus is to improve my makeup skills. I will hire a makeup artist do come to my home and show me. Or I will go to the Ulta store for a makeup session.
I spoke to my wife in bed this morning. I told about the closet I am using for my clothes, (she knew already, but has not looked). I told her about my favorite dress, how I think I look in it, how it makes me feel.
She told me that even though all that I could never totally pass as a woman. I do know that but I told her my desire to got out some night with about 5 women friends for dinner and drinks. I might blend in better in a group.
And in this day and age, who cares! Nobody cares. Really if we dress and go out so what. Has anyone here on this site been harassed while out?
I got off on a tangent but I still want my dressing to be a special day. I love it too much to become normal.
Natalie
