I'm six foot and 200 pounds which is great in guy mode. In girl mode; not so much. When I was younger I did the Halloween routine of getting totally dolled up and venturing into grocery stores and a doughnut shop. I do go out fully en femme in dresses and heels to satisfy the urge; made up short trips and long strolls. After awhile the stroll gets boring because all I am doing is nothing. I have no desire to force any interactions with other humans. I tend to compartmentalize things I do. And, I have nobody to share this side of me. I rather be dolled up at home and getting something done around the house.
