She loves you and wants to support you but maybe some times she might be tired of it/ wants her hubby she married. But this is only a guess . For you to really know is ask her . Your imagination might be running wild . Just talk get on the same page. There is a thread in the loved ones section / in the stickys called Now I like it Now I do not .
https://www.crossdressers.com/forums...It-Now-I-Don-t