As others have suggested, take professional advice and don't listen to anyone on this or other websites, including myself. For me, it's akin with having a tattoo (which I personally find horrible) in that it is for life. Have a tat at 16 and you'll be carrying it age 80. I'm sure it's why so many crossdressers using padding because they can decide when they want to dressup, remove their padding and go back to their non-crossdressing lifestyle. When you read about women having boob jobs, a lot of women also regret it and at a later date have them removed. As with all things, a very personal decision.