I have become used to compartmentalizing my crossdressing. And it has become easier actually because it has become a smaller part of my life Overthe past few years, as I age, the urge has faded somewhat and my stash has gotten significantly smaller. Not only that, with her recent retirement, my opportunities have been more limited. It is what it is. I will still be fascinated with the conversation though because I have been into cross dressing since my early teens and I still wonder ?Why me??. Reading what others post may not provide the answer but at least I know that I am not alone.