Princes,
This section is for Transsexual specific topics pertaining to those who identify as a gender other than the sex assigned at birth.
Wanting to be a girl, and wondering if this is a fetish, seems out of place for this section. When you joined the forum six days ago you identified as a Crossdresser.
You do seem confused. The "next step in your plan" needs to be counseling to help you sort these things out.
Thread is closed for this section.