this best fits how i feel....now that being said i knew i was different....
back in the days when we were challenged "we" were asked to describ how "we" felt we were non binary/TG and it was not an easy task....I've always just felt like me!
https://www.crossdressers.com/forums...eel+like+a+man
then i decided to challenge the male and female folks of our forum and proposed the following....
https://www.crossdressers.com/forums...l+like+a+women
https://www.crossdressers.com/forums...eel+like+a+man
so i never felt like i fit in the mens group....but i never felt like i fit completely in the womens group.
nowadays two spirited fits best....some here shared that they feel like a women or a man....cis terms and i shared the links to show that cis folks had a hard time describing just that....