Had some alone time today. So of course I went to get ?dressed? and most of the time is been a fetish kind of feeling where it?s over quickly. Today I found myself living as Olivia. I was playing games, and looking at sms and didn?t want it to end. Made me feel like when I was transformed I was finally feeling like myself. I was calm and was happy looking in the mirror, although makeup is a dream to conquer, today was fun in a new way and I felt like sharing! I don?t have anyone to talk to as Olivia so it?s nice to come here and hear all y?all?s stories