t's been 4 weeks since that Sunday when you faced your demon, although it wasn't easy you faced it and it wasn't as difficult as you thought it was for so many years. Of course, you needed a bottle of whiskey but you faced it and understood that he wanted.
For years, since you were 12 you thought you were homosexual but after these 4 weeks you have understood that you are not, neither bisexual nor any label that parades every June in the so-called pride. As you have always said, you do not identify with that cause. You don't like men either. What do you have then? what do you want? You have a sensitivity outside the standard of the average man, in that sense you are not a man like the rest, fortunately; you have a strong feminine side, you don't know if others also have it, in reality you don't care; That sensitivity is what made you believe that the label of homosexual with all its implications of the time when you were 12 years old. The fear of that burden took hold of you, consumed you from head to toe.
You lived angry for many years, angry with life, with yourself, you hated the world and you believed that the world hated you back, you convinced yourself of that, and you lived with the negative, very negative consequences of unfortunate decisions, femininity trying to find its way out and you consciously trying to prevent it from leaving, in that struggle you lost a lot of life.
You are
a beautiful duality, there is no one like you, you are unique, you are unique, you are special.
I've already dressed as a woman and I felt good, I sat down as a woman and I felt even better, I put on heels and walked as a woman, being a woman make you feel good
Originally Posted by Kitty S
