I'm so sorry, Philipa! I worried about your "friendship" with a woman that only wanted a female friend while u wanted much more.
Your situation reminded me that I have met 100's of T's and CD's over the years. Many fully transitioned into females. And, in all that number I only can recall 2 that seemed like females to me!![]()
So u shouldn't feel bad. U made her feel like she was with a woman for awhile at least!![]()