Again, I want to thak you all for your support and kind words
I do need to come clean on something though
I became involved with another woman, as good friends at first, but involved in what my wife calls an "emotional affair" . It evolved into a sexual affair AFTER I left home. So in a way, I probally had it coming to me....the betaryal of my "secret"
I am still friends with th other woman, but I am sure that it will not progress further.
On a side note, my wife called me at 4 this morning, crying and telling me that she was going from a bar wih her girlfriend and had a designated driver even, but the guy was drunk. The car they were in ended up in the pacific ocean, seems he took a wrong turn and drove strait off a boat launch.
She actually rescued the other two and got them to shore as the car sunk to the bottom with headlights and tail lights still lit
They are all lucky to be alive
I spent the day helping them get the car out ant to her friends house, and getting them all safe and sound in their homes
Point is, I still do care about her, and even though she has hurt me beyond repair, I am glad she still feels she can count on me for help.
