As an "Escapist" CD, CDing gets "me" away from "Myself"---Its very relaxing and "unwinding" as I am no longer ME any more (at least for a few hours).
Not that I "dislike" my male self , but I need a vacation from it every now and then. I become another person, having none of the concerns of my other self. Not only am I someone else, I am not a male either---so I can really let loose and not wory about if my activities or feelings are "manly" or not. It is total relaxation of both mind and psyche.
I dont know if I would want this to be a "permenant" condition however, As then my "fem self" would become ME and I would eventually need a "Vacation" from HER
For ME the idea is ESCAPE---and not a "coming to" another, albiet FEM, "self". I dont really have a fem self, so to speak. For us escapists its about getting away from the pressures of my real male self for a while.
