my next appointment is 20th Aug and this one is to find out if i get the OK for T or not and i am worried i mean if he says no then i don't get my T i fear he may say no.
don't no why he should but if he does i shall be really upset its taken ages to get to this point and if all of a sudden i get told no then what can i do??
I am trying to keep positive but this guy i am going to see gets to decide if i get to be me or not i fear if he says no it will be too much for me to handle i am on tender hooks one min i am OK next i am really stressed i cant get my head around that one person can stop me getting what i need and want.
Before anyone says it i no if he says no a can appeal but that could take years or months and i am already stressed about my voice my looks my life i have been close to wanting to do something silly but only 2 things stop me family and how would they feel and also the fact that i am hopefully so close to getting T.
i am writing this because i am sitting in my room again stressed and worried about what may or may not happen sorry to ramble and moan though.
can anyone fast forward time please so i can at least no one way or the other