I don't know if this is the right forum to post in, so mods feel free to move it if warranted.
I just finished watching a hockey game, and playing video games with friends. My friends are straight, my family is straight - which doesn't bother me. However, whenever something happens that warrants excited feelings such as "Woo hoo! -- him i!" I feel.. out of place. It doesn't offend me, really, but whenever it's expressed I can't help but think to myself "You're into that."
I guess what I'm trying to say is I identify as bi-sexual, and nobody in my family or my friends circle knows. They're all very manly. They all work on vehicles - in fact, they know a lot about vehicles - and this makes me feel out of place as well. They swear quite often, and when they do, they sometimes mention the word "gay" or "homosexual."
I'm certain if I were to tell them they would be accepting, but it doesn't seem that way. I don't want them to laugh at me. I don't want them to make fun of me. I have to hide my stash from them, and the stash is plentiful.
Long story short: I'm hiding all of my clothes, underwear etc. from all of them. It's hidden in my house. I have no idea how I'd come out to them if I were to begin dating the same sex.
Is anybody else in this situation? I purged quite a while ago, but as soon as I saw intimates online - I had to order them, and then some.. and by some I mean (a lot) more.