I have thought long and hard and pondered often about this subject.
First of all what drives me forward? my life that I now have, the friends I have here but also the obligation to support as others have supported me. But not forgetting why I am here. I am here because I have found a reason to live, to live in a feminine world in which I am happy and comfortable with. knowing that deep down there is no reason for self criticism as to the why and the what for. No one should criticise themselves because what drives one is the need for (at least for me) fulfilment in being totally en femme and feeling god at the same time as being content with oneself.
What inspires me? reading about all the sisters here who have reached a plateau way beyond me with poise and elegance. Displaying all that we/I look towards to try and achieve that level of femininity that some, me included dream of. Seeing photos of all the sisters here inspires me to move forward. It would be impolite to single out any one in particular but the levels of femininity reached.
Can I reach that high level of femininity? only time can tell.
But I will say this much, just being here is inspiration in itself! Where would I be without the feelings I have here? I care not to put those into words suffice to say that just the inspiration of being here is enough to drive me on wrapped up in a safe community that knows me and I know them. I love you all.