So I'm in the middle of a dressing low right now.
The thought of going through the ritual just seems unappealing for the moment. Even before I acknowledged I was a CD, I would have short periods of time during which I'd wonder what life as a woman would be like. Then there were longer periods of time during which I did not consider the thought, and thought I was weird for ever entertaining the notion.
During those low periods I'd think, "Huzzah! I'm cured!" but the thoughts always returned eventually. But recently I have accepted that the feelings will more than likely return throughout my life, and I've come to enjoy them. So now I find myself thinking, "Where'd it go?" and, "When will it return?"
Is there anyone on the site that has been through this and understands what causes these highs and lows? Is it natural for a beginner to slip into and out of it, or a signal of lingering doubt and confusion? I know I'll be back at it in full force eventually, and far from dreading the prospect I eagerly look forward to it. Still, at the moment the thought of dressing up is the farthest thing from my mind. Advice please!